Whatever it is, i admitted everything burns my spirit.
I can do better than anyone though never put my all. Whether sports, study, or fight, whatever it is.
Meaningless boring days.
Buried within unfulfilled thirst, i had done everything. Dragged into crime, even betting my life, i didn’t even mind.
My life is in easy mode.
I couldn’t help to feel amazed looking at them who desperately struggling with their all.
Why did you try so frantically?
Though those are easy things.
[Y’ know, Hyodo Juza beat Yama High leader?]
Though we’re not close friend.
Somehow i was interested to their talk.
[Who is ihe?]
[O High’s yankee, he’s been stood out since middle high.]
[Isn’t he always being alone? Lone wolf, they said]
O High is nearby
I stood up and walking as thinking that way.
[Banri, going home?]
[We never know what’s in Banri’s head, right?]
(As if I have an idea)
Answering their talk silently, I walked towards O High.
[No way, I can’t stand. My knees laughing and refused to stand up. The fuck is this]
I just heard his name, and i thought I’d punch him as greetings.
But without me knowing, I was falling into the ground.
This is my first experience.
I have no idea what happened.
[HOLD ON, BITCH]
He averted his eyes from me and casually walked home.
That was my first defeat
Not exaggerating but, this was the first time i knocked down by a stranger things in my 17 years life.
After that incident and my wounds were healed, my head was full with thoughts of defeating him.
[I won’t lose this time]
Facing him, I spouted it.
He averted his eyes from me.
[DON’T IGNORE ME!]
[I don’t want to fight with you again]
[Everyone who challenged me, they have ambitions to reach the top. But you are different.]
[There’s no value of fighting you]
[SO YOU WILL RUN???]
I failed to provoke him.
I felt totally ignored, i could only see him leaving me.
Since that day, no matter how much i challenged him, the result is never changed.
Whether i had not not opponent to fight, i lived my life emotionally.
No merit of fighting me, stop joking.
I want to win, however it is.
Thinking of it, i saw him enter a worn-out theatre.
So his taste is theatre huh.
I peeked inside curiously.
There was a poster on the door [Auditions for Autumn Troupe] written there.
[AAAH YOU WANT TO JOIN THE AUDITION, DON’T YOU??!! PLEASE COME HERE]
[Come here, audition will be started in a minute]
I had no idea, that perm guy didn’t listen to me at all.
I was pushed into the theater.
Note: I also published my translated story in https://web.facebook.com/mankaicompany